Here's the bad news: No one will FRICKIN TELL ME WHEN AND WHERE TO HAVE THIS AND IF I NEED TO STOP MY COUMADIN FIRST? These doctors seems to think that I'm not sitting at work, freaking out about this. And it's just a simple outpatient procedure, I know, but the timing can jeopardize this whole thing!
So now on to other things. I was asked on one of the forum sites I visit "how did you let yourself get that big?" And it's honestly a question that made me think. How did I do this to myself? When I was no longer able to find clothes in the Big and Tall store and had to start shopping online, wasn't that a clue? When I stopped being able to go to public events because I couldn't fit in the seat, shouldn't I have noticed?
I guess it's just not something that was important to me at the time, I had other things that were a priority to me but all that's about to change. Anyway, below is the reply I gave them, about my history, some of it you may know, some of it, you may have lived but either way, it's my story and I'm not proud of what I've let happen to my body but I'm proud of who I am.